I feel your struggle in your words plus your heart really shows true to what you believe. Your efforts are commendable and I’m trying. A majority of times I see myself there doing the right things for life and all that’s around me. I just can’t get my feet to the pavement or the meat off my plate for a consistency that makes it a pattern in my life and a difference !
Josh LaJaunie 
Josh,
I feel your struggle in your words plus your heart really shows true to what you believe. Your efforts are commendable and I’m trying. A majority of times I see myself there doing the right things for life and all that’s around me. I just can’t get my feet to the pavement or the meat off my plate for a consistency that makes it a pattern in my life and a difference !